Ripple

 There are times when you think about the decisions you take. There are times when you face the consequences of the decisions you make. Usually there is some time lag between both the times and if you are lucky you will know what hit you cause things and decisions work as ripple where the water molecule is moving in response to movement of the adjacent molecule but doesn't know where it started from. 

These things these decisions hit you when you are least expecting. Mind you life can surprise you in so many ways that are beyond your imagination. The universe reacts so fast to your complains and you appreciation that whatever you complain of gets granted for you although in your head you might be saying this in a taunting or passive aggressive way but, The universe is like that nerd who is not fluent in sarcasm and rarely gets it. There are so many examples I have from experience but the latest one happened today and it was unexpected and when I look at it in retrospect there were so many signs that we missed or ignored and it just blows me away that every time every day there is something that I am missing or misunderstanding and this might come back in future and sting me. 

So the story is I have left my job to prepare for my exam and thankfully things were going well and so was study and day before yesterday while talking to my friend I mentioned that thankfully my life is going smooth at last and I am able to focus on the work and myself and he was like " don’t be too sure dude, Something or another might just be waiting for you" and we laughed it off. Today morning we realized that there is some issue with the water connection in our house and my mother went to the landlord to talk it over and it blew from there. I don’t know the whole story but looking at my mother and brother's face the conversation did not go well. He accused us of illegally possessing his house and so many other things and it was shocking and of course I lost my mind on the things he said and decided that we should be vacating the house in 10 days or so. 

The time it happened I was trying to complete my scheduled test and after this I could not focus and I am still angry at the guy and still want to move out of the house as soon as possible.

I don’t know if this is going to happen or not but I desperately want it to happen and move out of this place. So that I can say this to him “go and shove it up your arse".

May be all this was unrelated may be I am overthinking, I don't know, but soon will find out. 

 

DARKNESS

Darkness a very familiar word and familiar situation. We can define darkness as the absence of light. At the same time Darkness of thoughts/mind can be defined as absence of optimism/positive thoughts. In our normal day life we identify darkness with its black colour. Darkness of mind/thoughts can be explained with an example of any depressed person. 

A depressed person experiences the darkness of both mind and thoughts he lacks optimism in his mind and positivity in his thoughts. once a person is depressed its very hard for him to get out of it on his own and at the same time he is slipping into it rapidly. Even when the person tries to come out of it with his positive thoughts it goes all in vain,there may be several explanation of this medically. when we see this from the point of view of a physics teacher he may explain this in a different way. As we know a depressed person has darkness of thoughts and it is identified with its black colour. In physics we also know that black colour is known as a black body(Any body that absorbs all incident electromagnetic radiation regardless of frequency). when a depressed person has any thought or idea in his mind he in unable to act on it as these thoughts are absorbed in his own mind and as a result the person avoids interaction,lethargic,lost in his thoughts etc. Here he needs help from his friends and family but most of the times his actions are taken as either attention seeking or for sympathy, Of course he wants your attention actually he needs your attention when he is trying to tell you that he is in a problem. It's not your sympathy that he wants but the empathy that he needs. Your love,affection,concern towards his problem are those positive energies that can and eventually will help him to come out of his depression.

Put a smile on someones face and release some positive energy for you in the universe so that it will deliver you positive. as they say "WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND"

Your views and ideas are welcomed.